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memories / flashbacks to negative events

Flashbacks may be out by certain images, rumors and situations (authority) to be caused, for example, the dentist.

start since 1995, the struggle for my files, I have since then to preserve more unconscious of anger and to control repeatedly bitten on strongly to the teeth. This, however, they broke down with time.
fear of the dentist, I have not actually. But as soon as too many things in the mouth (vacuum cleaners, etc.) and they no longer can define their own mouth, starts with me to respond to the body. This is evident in an increased flow of saliva. Itself can be then no longer swallow and I have to stifle fear. Then come up all the memories that you experienced as a victim in a violent crime.
Since I had a toothache and no money, I could go to a junior doctor. For this treatment came to my sons. But since they no longer worked there long, I was referred to a young German doctor, the specialist for anxious patients. I've had good experiences with these dentists. I would recommend that every victim of that violence in the face, mouth or respiratory area has experienced, to say this to his dentist. This allows the dentist to reach and apply a different technique.
has for the last treatment, the current dentist written directly to the social services and social services has arisen for the rest. It was not a luxury treatment, but served the dental maintenance and treatment of pain. The dentist has been still very much trouble.

I also had to the eye doctor. In the eye test when I asked the eye doctor if I could, or better look, I was confused completely, because immediately came to me the sentences of all the years of high, such as "You are insane and have delusions", "No, have the we never said "or" You see things that do not exist. " was

When the Expo 2002 in Switzerland, in this context, a picture of a large gondola on Lake Zurich appeared in the newspaper. Then I remembered having seen a small child gondolas on Lake Zurich and drove it, I asked some older people if they remember it too. This could only remember the great cars. I was really confused then, if I'm the only imaginary. Fortunately, I had to do something for someone to pick up a few days later. As you said, there just about the Expo, I talked to these people because of the gondolas on Lake Zurich. An elderly man has said it once small gondolas on Lake Zurich in the garden exhibition. The exact date he could not remember. For me, the troztdem a huge relief.
Fortunately, there is the Internet and Google. The following links you will find pictures and text for horticultural exhibition G59, at which the said gondolas were introduced and there were a number of years.

• http://www.alpinforum.com/forum/viewtopic.php?p=136786&sid=49e8545b43ffce51832d36f1caf579ee 20zürichsee%% 20g% 2059% 20gartenbauausstellung 20gondel % (Article by Franz Osterwalder)

• http://kuhnpannendienst.ch/49/Geschichte.html (at bottom)

When I with my mother in 1963 and 1964 Inselhof was because my half-brother was born (Blog Entry 29. June 2008), the nurses made us a trip on a gondola on Lake Zurich. If none of the mothers of the children here were watching the nurse and the "Waterman" man that she could put one or two children to the tourists in the car, because we were too small to alone to ride in a gondola. On the trip across Lake Zurich "make" the ladies in her handbag always had chocolate or other sweets that we got. Sometimes these women were very sad that I did not understand in those days. Because these two things together myself, I can still remember the gondolas.

Here are two photos of the clock in the Inselhof Zurich.

I did not always wear the clothes home, as I had their own clothes. On the one photo I'm in the yellow dress. The second photo I am standing next to and beside it is my mother, who looks at me. But it was rare that the adults had time for us. They were mostly the older children playing with us or minor children comforted. This experience I have later taken into the home to protect older children in the younger ones have. For I have never seen anything bad in Inselhof on what I will discuss another time.